what a beautiful dayto meet myself againthese roots go deepinto soft soildrinking the rainand the high speedon the mountain good morning darlinglet us speak in songi have so much to singi have so much to danceand we have this chance i will wear myself outspinning in my new dressi will show myself myselfhips and thighsContinue reading “finding”
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just over here, you know, digesting
so yeah i could sit here& write some kinda emo opusabout how fucked up it isthat i’m not fucked up enoughbut eh life’s back to normal i guessi bit my nails back down to bleeding& cried until i could laugh oh youyou are the hardest pill to swallowsorry about ye olde gag reflextruer words &Continue reading “just over here, you know, digesting”
i barely know ‘er
from my vantage point behind the desk i can see rib fragments and detached limbs and brain matter and dark bloody muscle stretched out mosaic on the concrete the stomach twists and writhes the heart hovers, moaning hummingbird i want to mash all the pieces together form them into something that’ll live but seeing howContinue reading “i barely know ‘er”
the substance of the substance of the substance
she says no no no you don’t trust them but you can go to clubs and bend over and take it from four or five and never trust a one not to yuck a yum but whatever torsion exists in my root chakra is certainly bespoke and fuck if i don’t have to half loveContinue reading “the substance of the substance of the substance”
same product line as havana cunt
it’s self-flagellation seasonthe cards are sayingit’s a great time to fall in love& use it as a whipas a preventative measureagainst uglier forms of pain the stars predict griefthe stars predict numbness & anhedoniathe stars predict trauma falloutbut i can cross them,i’m a scorpio i’m growing out my hairso someone can pull it& i’m keepingContinue reading “same product line as havana cunt”
let’s make out and listen to car seat headrest
we can’t have a rational conversation about all the fun ways my hurt manifests of course it’s easier when i’m leaning hedonist & i’m so enjoyable when i’m drunk but here i am waking up with a heart full of hate gagging on nightmares & i just can’t find the exit the less i loveContinue reading “let’s make out and listen to car seat headrest”
mattress dungeon 