the headaches have grown migraine branchestwigs of nauseaura probing deep into my brainthe dim christmas bulbs somehow achingly brighti know the wisdom in shutting eyes in dark spacesbut i’d rather suffer pain than boredom i’m trying to shrink the fallout of a religioninto a pill small enough for narrow throatsindulge me: the techniques are reboundingintoContinue reading “home/office”
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the eternal living room
if i ever meet godi want to ask itwhy people seem to hurt mewhen i’ve been actively strainingtoward kindnessand why i was bornwith such a senseof the importance of everyone elseif this messiah complexhas any sort of purposeand why one little slightsends me sailing offon a rough sick seaof self hatredand will i ever getContinue reading “the eternal living room”
life lessons
yes take your little hobbiespractice well and be wellrounded and keep your curvesyour figure little piggyyour body is your greatest giftthe man the man that god hath plannedshall receive with joy yes do your little workplace invisible trophiesinto tiny cases in casesomeday i’ll glance your wayand find some pride to sparebut know it’s unimportantthere areContinue reading “life lessons”
blank speech
well because see i have this thing with wanting i wasn’t allowed to want things when i was a kid the heart is deceitful above all things and desperately wicked who can know it hot damn sometimes the bible contains really great poetry i was always a psalms girl myself yeah that and ezekiel yearningContinue reading “blank speech”
mattress dungeon 