alexa play john prine

i guess i should have guessedhow the light would catch your eyes& how quick how strongthe fever would set inseatbelts off in this reckless wreckburned alive in the chill windoff the lake where you wrapped me up& the room where you slapped me up& how i would feel so trappedat the loud ringing distancedon’t getContinue reading “alexa play john prine”

it hasn’t been my day for a couple years

a partial list of sins & character defects: ihave this thing for blasphemyi love the smell of moneyhighly susceptible to boredomand leatherand coercionand shoplifting i like hurting peoplebut i hate it when they crytake it like a man, manblood tastes better than tears i have a gnawing hungry fetishfor unattainabilityat any given momenti’m in loveContinue reading “it hasn’t been my day for a couple years”

the substance of the substance of the substance

she says no no no you don’t trust them but you can go to clubs and bend over and take it from four or five and never trust a one not to yuck a yum but whatever torsion exists in my root chakra is certainly bespoke and fuck if i don’t have to half loveContinue reading “the substance of the substance of the substance”

same product line as havana cunt

it’s self-flagellation seasonthe cards are sayingit’s a great time to fall in love& use it as a whipas a preventative measureagainst uglier forms of pain the stars predict griefthe stars predict numbness & anhedoniathe stars predict trauma falloutbut i can cross them,i’m a scorpio i’m growing out my hairso someone can pull it& i’m keepingContinue reading “same product line as havana cunt”

let’s make out and listen to car seat headrest

we can’t have a rational conversation about all the fun ways my hurt manifests of course it’s easier when i’m leaning hedonist & i’m so enjoyable when i’m drunk but here i am waking up with a heart full of hate gagging on nightmares & i just can’t find the exit the less i loveContinue reading “let’s make out and listen to car seat headrest”