the easiest way to put it is
everything sucks and i want to die
but who wants the easy way
i can’t stay angry. can’t even be hurt
the reasons are what they are what they should be
congratulations on having a goal
but no: can’t even be spiteful
see there’s so much love here, still, now
and you’re so stupid nice to me
that the only change is the Where of it
i died for so long that the final blow
brought me back to life
where where where to put it all
what do you do
with a life even you don’t want