so yeah i could sit here
& write some kinda emo opus
about how fucked up it is
that i’m not fucked up enough
but eh life’s back to normal i guess
i bit my nails back down to bleeding
& cried until i could laugh
oh you
you are the hardest pill to swallow
sorry about ye olde gag reflex
truer words & funnier jokes
remain unspoken
as so many things do, or should
i made you a promise once
please hold me
to it
ah shit there i go again
i got so fucking romantic
men never apologize
but maybe i’ll make an exception
just this once
wait i already did
like a dozen lines ago
fuck, let me light yet another
of your cigarettes
god damn let’s just go burn some shit
out of the sheer unfairness of it all
tell me honey are you the match
or the kerosene
mattress dungeon 